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Monday, May 16, 2005

This or That

Created by poeticxstar and taken 6003 times on bzoink!

Coke or Pepsi?coke
Love or Lust?love
tv or movies?movies
cats or dogs?dogs
meal or dessert?meal
east coast or west coast?eats coast
tall or short?tall
football or baseball?football
soccer or basketball?soccer
outside or indoors?outside
blonde or brunette?brunette
apples or oranges?oranges
aol or yahoo?aol
stars or moons?stars

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Look and You Might See
Look around into the crowd standing or sitting down
Notice the people wearing the frown
You see the laughter and the smiles
But not those who've walked painful miles
Take a moment and you will see
People who are lost with nothing to believe
Look past the bright light as it shines
Into the darkness in between the lines
Look into the corners where shadows grow
Fading fast their pain begins to show
As you're walking take this time
Notice those who face societies crime
The people who are laughed at and teased
Always being told to keep others pleased
Look at the tears burning down their cheek
Reveal their cuts that gives relief that they seek
Question yourself if you understand
They need to heed their suicide's demand
Just look in the crowd and you might see
The dark and fading remains of me
I have not felt alive in weeks
Tears running down my cheeks
Tears that I will never feel
Making scars that never heal
Racking sobs that they can not hear
Shaking, shuddering with unseen fear
Wrap my arms nice and tight
But I know nothing will make this right
My whole body seems to hurt so bad
This is a life i never should have had
I think something is wrong with me
All the pain makes me want to flee
I write letters no one will ever read
God will not help no matter how I plead
Inside I am all dry bones and ashes
Bleeding black from rips and gashes
All these words in my head
So many things I should have said
Inside I feel hollow and cold
I have nothing sure and solid to hold
My thoughts are trailed by a sad dark song
My God I have been awake too long
Under empty laughter and fake smiles
Is a lonely ache I have carried for miles
Closer and closer, my time is running out
As my blood pours from the spout
The world is not really what it seems
Happiness is little more than dreams
Though all mine are nightmares
My skin is so cold and no one cares
I just want some place to hide
I feel like I am not even on my side
My death- black tears freeze on my face
I am dying slowly without a trace
Lying back, on my bed
My cotton sheets are all red
Faster now, as blood pools
I am slipping into that place where darkness rules
Pound the nails into my veins
My face shows nothing of the pains
The room is spinning quickly now
I would tip my hat and take a bow
But my body is still and growing black
This time I am not coming back
There is no more anger, no more fear
I will never shed another tear.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

extremely long survey

extremely long survey

Created by xfallingforyoux and taken 77599 times on bzoink!

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:Margaret Mary Crandall
Age:14
Height:5'7
Natural hair colour:brown
Eye colour:blue
Number of siblings:0
Glasses/contacts?:glasses
Piercings:none
Tattoos:none
Braces?:yes! :(
FAVOURITE
Colour:blue
Band:green day
Song:I'm Sh' Sh' Shakin'
Stuffed animal:my dog lol
Video game:none
TV show:LOST
Movie:Moulin Rouge
Book:FADE
Food:Pizza
Game on a cell phone:none
CD cover:NONE
Flower:rose
Scent:melon
Animal:dog
Comic book:non
Cereal:peanut better crunch yes!
Website:myspace
Cartoon:spongebob
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:guitar,flute, piano
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:yes
Like to sing?:not good @ it
Have a job?:nope
Have a cell phone?:nope
Like to play sports?:YES
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:not at the moment
Have a crush on someone?:YES!
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:no
Have any special talents/skills?:not that i know of
Excercise daily?:yes
Like school?:hell no
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:maybe
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:nope
Speak any other languages?:spanish, sort of
Go a day without food?:hell no
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:yes
Read music, not just tabs?:YES
Roll your tongue?:yup
Eat a whole pizza?:duh yea
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:no
Cried to get out of trouble?:yes
Gotten lost in your city?:yes
Seen a shooting star?:no
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:yes
Had a serious surgery?:no
Stolen something important to someone else?:no
Solved a rubiks cube?:no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:yes
Cried over a girl?:no
Cried over a boy?:yes
Kissed a random stranger?:nope
Hugged a random stranger?:yes
Been in a fist fight?:no
Been arrested?:no
Done drugs?:no
Had alcohol?:yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:yup
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:nope
Swore at your parents?:no
Been to warped tour?:no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:yes
Been in love?:yes
Been close to love?:YES
Been to a casino?:yes
Ran over an animal and killed it?:no
Broken a bone?:yes
Gotten stitches?:no
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:yes
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:yes
Made homemade muffins?:yes
Bitten someone?:yes hehe
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:yup
More than 5 times?:yuppers
Been to niagra falls?:yes
Burped in someones face?:no
Gotten the chicken pox?:yes
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:2 hours ago
Went to the bathroom:3 hours ago
Saw a movie in theaters:5 months ago
Read a book:today
Had a snow day:last year
Had a party:last year
Had a slumber party:2 weeks
Made fun of someone:2 days ago
Tripped in front of someone:cant remember
Went to the grocery store:1 day ago
Got sick:last week
Cursed:today
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:fruit
Black/white:black
Lights on/lights off:lights off
TV/movie:movie
Car/truck:car
Body spray/lotion:lotion
Cash/check:cash
Pillows/blankets:blankets
Headache/stomach ache:stomach ache
Paint/charcoal:paint
Chinese food/mexican food:mexian food
Summer/winter:summer
Snow/rain:rain
Fog/misty:fog
Rock/rap:rock
Meat/vegetarian:meat
Boy/girl:boy
Chocolate/vanilla:chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:icing
Cake/pie:cake
French toast/french fries:french fries
Strawberries/blueberries:strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:swimming pool
Hugs/kisses:kisses
Cookies/muffins:cookies
p33n/bewbz:huh?
Wallet/pocket:wallet
Window/door:window
Emo/goth:emo
Pink/purple:pink
Cat/dog:dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:short sleeve
Pants/shorts:pants
Winter break/spring break:spring break
Spring/autumn:autumn
Clouds/clear sky:clouds
Moon/mars:moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:a lot
What are their names?:aubrey, kristen, regina, meghan..joe eric andrew
Do you have a best friend?:aubrey
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:yup, joe
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:more girl
Have you ever lost a friend?:yes, many of them
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:yes i have, kristen and meghan
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:"you remind me of a boiling bath bubble"
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:yes, duhh
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:done her homework lol
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:helped her through a tough time
Do you miss any of your old friends?:sort of but yet NO
What friend have you known the longest?:regina
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:yes, lied to her
If so, what is it?:lied to her!
How often do you spend time with your friends?:much as possible
Do any of your friends drive?:no
Has a friend of yours ever died?:nope
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:almost got attacked
What do you think your friends think of you?:probaly good and bad things..
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:yes
If you have, with who?:neil
Are you single?:yes
Are you in a relationship?:nope
If so, for how long?:..
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:yes
What is your idea of the best date?:dinner, movie, and a walk in a park
What was your first kiss like?:havent had one
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:...
Do you think love is a load of shit?:sometimes
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:haha, none
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:yup
Have you ever been dumped?:not really..
Have you ever dumped someone?:not really..
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:hha, none
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:feet
Hat:head
Hard:haha, u wish
Free:slave
Space:alien
Taste:bud
Good charlotte:rock
Red:color
Deep:love
Heart:love
Cord:electric
Cheese:yellow
Rain:hard
Work:boring
Pedal:bike
Head:car
Bed:soft
Fluff:pillow
Hardcore:sex
Race:running
Knife:cut
Jump:high
I....
am:tired
want:a b/f
need:
crave:guys
love:GUYS!
hate:joey
did:nothing this weekend
feel:lonely
miss:nik
am annoyed by:NIK
would rather:jump of a ship then tell him something right now
am tired of:being alone
will always:be lonely
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:rock
What time is it now?:9:55
What day is it?:sunday
Whens the last time you called someone?:2 days ago
How much money do you have right now?:15 dollars
Are you hungry?:yes
Whatcha doin?:talking to ppl
Do you like parades?:sort of
Do you like the moon?:yes!
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:go to bed
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:yes it is..
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:invisibility
Have you ever had a picnic?:yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:no
What about sock em boppers?:nope
Are you wearing any socks right now?:no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:sort of
pretty?:nope
sarcastic?:yes
lazy?:sort of
hyper?:sometimes
friendly?:yes
evil?:sometimes
smart?:no
strong?:yes
talented?:yes
dorky?:sometimes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:aubrey
skip:joe
dance:eric
lonely:me
pen:andrew
flower:kristen
window:regina
psycho:meghan
brain freeze:aubrey
orange:me!
sassy:regina
jelly:aubrey
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:against
love:for
drunk drivers:against
airplanes:for
war:against
canada:against
united states:for
rock music:for
gay marriage:in between
school:against
surveys:for
parents:against
cars:for
killing:against
britney spears:against
coffee:for
pants:for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:yes
Play strip poker?:yes
Run away?:yup
Curse at a teacher?:no
Not take a shower for a week?:nooo
Ask someone out?:yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:probaly
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:yes
Go scuba diving?:yup
Write a book?:yes
Become a rockstar?:maybe
Have casual sex?:haha yea
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:no idea
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:never
What kind of computer do you have?:dell
What grade are you in?:what do u think?
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:yes!
Or just make out?:id rather make out tho..
How many posters do you have in your room?:8
How many cds do you have?:50
What time is it now?:10:00

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